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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

"sayang"

hi hi hi... no classes today.. sbagay khet nman bukas wla din akong psok kc wlang psok ang faraday hahahaha.. sariling sched dw sbe nila... kya d dw kme ppsok bukas... o well.. ma2loy nman kya un... niwei.. i woke up 11 am.. ate my lunch at eto na nman ako facing my pc khet na init na init na ko sa panahon.. nde nman summer pero bket kya ang init init...

knina lng ate evita talked to me... aun.. feeling of regrets ung cnabi nia sken.. about wat happened to us.. and yesterday it was karla.. asking if wer still together.. and she said na syang dw.. bec 10 months na kme... and last sunday it was ate dee who also said the word sayang. yeah andun na ko.. of course i was hurt.. so as he.. but the feeling of emptiness will keep on haunting me if we would not stop this.. it's so hard being away from each other.. without sum1 whom u can lean on if u want to cry.. sum1 who will comfort u when trouble comes ur way.. and sum1 whom u can share laughters.. but im not absolutely blaming him for this.. it is not his fault nor mine.. its just that maybe.. cupid strucks his arrow on the right person but at the wrong time.. regrets are here... im trying to move on.. sometimes i dont like it when people ask me if we are still together.. it is because i dont know what and how will i say it... and i know what will be their responses.. i miss our games.. the archives.. the daily conversations.. or simply i just miss him... i wonder wat he is doing right now.. how's his day.. if he still eats on time and prays before sleeping.. and i wonder if his heart still beats for me.. you know who you are... YEAH DADI I MIS U SO MUCH.


.xai. babytalked at 12:53 PM

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